When your rapist and his psychopathic friends enjoy stalking you with his car as one of their favorite past times, get a phone with a removable battery. #reorg4datingviolence
As a rape survivor, I do not really watch the news, television, movies, and failed criminal law because I could not read the cases. Although I try. I was shocked when I passed the FSOT. I did not expect to be alive for very much longer because of my rapist stalking me in his car. It finally escalated to car accidents in 2016, 10 after the stalking started, the first of which would have killed me if I went a second faster. I sit outside when classes discuss sex and marriage. I, honestly, am too busy with my panic attacks and PTSD memory loss for this bullshit.
When you know CNN has reached a new low: Like anyone in San Diego knows what a rape investigation is other than for the sole reason of destroying or covering it up. God knows my rapist put off his last semester of school to join the academy and conceal carry while he stalked me at my job and in his car to figure out how to really get away with his crime. You know, police brotherhood rape coverup style. It is networking on a whole other level. Yea, right, I do not feel like some psychopath’s trash.
The very people who should NOT be critiquing another person’s job performance. You should talk. How about focusing on what “penal code” for rape is instead? All the time you could be spending increasing your failing [of rape victims] job performance being spent doing something else. There is a reason they use the idiom “failing” when referring to rape victims. Some real bad news bears. I kinda want to see how far the coverup goes until the truth comes out. My PTSD is going away, so whatever.
The worst thing sweetie has ever done was use the “he said she said” abuse to use an office manager to hurt me while in the middle of a melanoma scare. It was benign. I was so emotionally upset I withdrew from law school and abandoned the job. My rapist started working at the perpetrator’s law enforcement former employer soon after. This is real police corruption surrounding rape. It was not the first intimidation, it will not be the last. It has become this sick game for them protecting a repeat sex offender with a gun and a badge he should not have while discrediting me as much as possible. Hi. I am here. I am not going away. I want justice and I want you to stop spreading discrediting rumors about me because you are a gaslighting rape culture practitioner.
Memory loss is the worst simply because a person dies, but is still alive. They are just a shell. Rape, stalking, trauma, feeling like someone is going to kill you, changes you. As you forget the unbearable pain, you forget who you are. It is not normal not to call loved ones. Or forget the newest of your favorites. To destroy someone’s mind is to destroy them. Rapists belong in prison. It makes everyone’s lives harder.
Before (favorite color )/After severe rape trauma syndrome triggered by my rapist stalking me. Not that I was not symptomatic before. It took repeated rapes beginning in high school and severe invasions of privacy and intimidation by him and his friends to get this bad. Until universities and the public start taking rape seriously, there will never be true justice for us.