@mandajapanda Amanda Lynn Lyons

💗MATS Candidate, APU 💗1 of the 95% who would like to press criminal charges against her rapist 💗 Please consider my amnesia before contact 🔥❄️💨⛈RIP

@mandajapanda photos and videos

Yesterday

The fun thing about recovering from Stockholm (and there is nothing fun about Stockholm ) is realizing you do not need them to survive. You emotionally just “loved them.” So to feel the underlying feeling as the trauma processes— which is the cure for Stockholm, is absolutely horrifying. This does not mean my rapist and his friends are not still trying to kill me, just that I actually want them to stay away from me now as the most effective survival response.

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3 weeks ago

Audiobook binge —-> Movie Version Binge

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5 weeks ago

I am too serious. I am scared of the dark. Here is my nightlight. Fireflies.

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last month

If Stockholm Syndrome is a new sympathetic nervous system reaction, a form of placating a certain type of predator, does that mean it will be passed on to your children? Similar to an evolved fight or flight response?

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last month

What part of the 🧠 controls your metabolism? #punintended

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Oct 2019

One time, when I was seven, a boy chased me with a pair of scissors because my mom thought he cut a doily I had cut. He fell on me as we rounded the corner to the hallway and the scissors jammed into the floor on the side of my right ear. Then I watch this terrorist shit.

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Oct 2019

When you think about the evolution of colorguard from marching using symbols of the military of our nation into art, it is almost symbolic of the evolution of our national security policy into the realms of Soft Power. Then you watch the more political winterguard shows and you realize it is not just Soft Power, but has moved into the realm of politics. There needs to be classes on the history of colorguard, not just dance. It is so much more interesting than dance. Add us to the Olympics. Gosh. It would go worldwide.

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Oct 2019

Puppy jumped up right next to Angel to be right next to her. I have never had a new dog make the other dogs love her.

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Sep 2019

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Sep 2019

Love you

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Aug 2019

This is the best pun for universities and sexual assault.

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Aug 2019

Or that your body belongs to someone else.

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Aug 2019

Turning something to a positive.

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Aug 2019

Kindle quotes makes me so happy. : )

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Aug 2019

I love stars. @opticmusings

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Aug 2019

I used to think I hated parties because I was introverted, but I used to have parties years ago. I cannot see pictures of a club without feeling afraid. Church is bad, too.

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Aug 2019

It looks a lot nicer in sky blue and pretty cursive.

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Aug 2019

Word.

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Aug 2019

Labels should always be flexible enough to allow for a dismantling of stereotypical assumptions, replaced with individuality.

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Aug 2019

Back at it again. Who needs wiki cites when you have Instagram?

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Jul 2019

California Dreaming is the best feeling

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Jul 2019

We are hoping for forever 21 this time

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Jul 2019

🎼There you’ll Be🎼

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Jun 2019

Happy Father’s Day

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